why so?

am feeling so worried today :(

i know crying isnt a solution but....

life is vanity...

Thank you Lord!!

Once in life time

I am not at all good at painting or drawing but my thambi is really good at drawing. He used to draw in my biology record and observation notebook till i completed my schooling. Infact, he was good at drawing but he never does that now :(

This was my first try of editing a pic and it happened to be a once in life time event :)

Yeps, its a long time touching my blog, and i started this as recording every event(which gives me learning) as God leads me on. I'll update what all has happened till now from june 21.

Lion's new poem :)

When you are far I watch the moon in the midst of clouds
But when you are near to me I feel the chillness of moon!!!

Dated : 13th July 2010

Welcome Quacky :)

I liked this tiny creature the moment I saw :) one of my friend helped me figuring out the name and now a new friend in my kutty world :) She is 'Quacky' and this is her first post.

Thank You LORD!!!

Deuteronomy 32:4a

He is the Rock. HIS work is perfect.


Psalms 103: 1,2

Bless the LORD O my soul, and all that is within me, bless HIS Holy name.
Bless the LORD O my soul, and forget none of HIS benefits.

updates

I dont like to blog nowadays.....though I have articles to blog, when I open blogspot, I couldnt publish it at all :( maybe i have become lazy :(

Its true that life has all seasons but adapting to all extreme conditions - hot summers, snowfall etc has become tough. People keep on chasing money, riches, career, fame etc but all these are mere vanity. We are living in a world where 'love' is totally absent but 'lust' dominates over everything apparently.

Thank you Lord, for blessing me with loving family and friends. Sometimes I miss all my loved ones and a haunting fear arises with a dangerous question, 'will all these cease?'

Lord, let me be!

Let this dark night be the one last night,
For all failures, flops, fears and worries,
For daydreams, illusions, vanity drives,
For all procastinations & disobedience.

Let this dark night be the one last night,
For all mind battles, dilemmas & doubts,
For all unbeliefs, distrust & distractions,
For all anxieties, laziness & my laments.

As paths are very dark blinding my eyes,
As I stumble, loose the grounds and fall,
As my lifeboat is hit by question waves,
Let this night be one last dark night Lord.

You are my Light to chase away darkness,
Consume all darkness and shine over me.
While You lovingly lead me in Your ways,
Lord, help me not to reject or neglect You.

Through all dark paths, bends and turns,
You are my only Way to trod all life days.
Through the floods or through the flames,
You will never ever leave or forsake me.

When hit by all the violent storms of life,
Anchor me with Your all sufficient grace,
Help me follow You wherever You lead,
Lord, please help me to abide with You.

As You bloom all the rosebuds in my desert,
Let this flower always exude Your fragrance,
Until that glorious day when I see Your face,
Let everything be for You O'Lord, let me be!


Psalm 23:6 (NLT)
Surely Your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me all the days of my life, and I will live in the house of the Lord forever.

African Wild Life

Now please get back to work, virtual free zoo tour over :)

Thank you Mr. Alex for sharing beautiful photos.

so chweet sweetu's :)

Wake up and wink those teeny weeny eyes...

Stretch those inzy winzy bones...

Wear that jolly heart winning smile ...

Smile and rejoice for this beautiful day da....

FAITH :

To hear with my heart
To see with my soul
To be guided by a hand I cannot hold
To trust in a way that I cannot see
that's what faith must be.

The way to see by faith is to shut the eye of reason.

Songs

http://www.manavai.com/n_songs_135.htm - (Marriage Songs)

below is the awesome song with great meaning

http://www.manavai.com/n_songs_138.htm - Kadalkonthalithu Bro.Dinakaran Songs

Mission Accomplished!

It was the most awaited day in life as it was my first mission trip after a series of long and hard practice sessions. It’s also a dream day in my life and hearty thanks to Momma and Papa, who amidst their busyness in leading our family, took extra care in training me. I felt restless and couldn’t sleep the last night, as I was waiting eagerly for the new day. Wowww, the new day dawned and my mind once again got flooded with every valuable instruction given by my gurus. My family and friends surrounded me for the send off. I could sense butterflies in my belly when I recognized that the time for accomplishment has come. With all my hopes and dreams packed along with the blessings of my family, I started my first mission.

Yes, the time in my watch showed 7.00pm. Your mind is blocked with question that what did I do from the morning till now, right? Yeps, I was in vigorous training and working hard. I have learnt to fly and I can compete with any personal chopper of any big officials. I can enter into any crooked place and am not at all afraid to take any dangerous path.

Am targeted with only one motto, 'Do or Die' and dying - while in mission, is the achievement in life. I will NEVER EVER give up on any obstacles I am going to face - no matter how much thick bed sheets or any powerful mosquito coils/liquidators or any electronic gadgets in this age of cutting edge technology – you guys use to drive me off.

My first mission trip was an ultimate successful one as I returned home safely the next morning and the most exciting part was, people in that room, stood up, why not, they even ran behind me clapping theirs hands, and this cheered me up. It was one of the unforgettable as well as the proudest moment in my life.

I am a 'baby mosqui' and the above experience is from my first trip when I sucked your blood :)

Note: This is a loving anjali to my friend and colleague Anju, who enjoyed my first mosqui story and I thought of scribbling this narration in my blog. Anju - she always ROCKs!!!!

Assured once again....

Deuteronomy 26 (NASB)

A Special People of God

16 "This day the LORD your God commands you to do these statutes and ordinances. You shall therefore be careful to do them with all your heart and with all your soul.

17 You have today declared the LORD to be your God, and that you would walk in His ways and keep His statutes, His commandments and His ordinances, and listen to His voice.

18 The LORD has today declared you to be His people, a treasured possession, as He promised you, and that you should keep all His commandments;

19 and that He will set you high above all nations which He has made, for praise, fame, and honor; and that you shall be a consecrated people to the LORD your God, as He has spoken."

It Is Well..

For me, be it Christ, be it Christ hence to live:

If Jordan above me shall roll,

No pang shall be mine, for in death as in life

Thou wilt whisper Thy peace to my soul.

It is well, with my soul,

It is well, with my soul,

It is well, it is well, with my soul.

Psalm 73 : 21 - 26 (NASB)

21,22 When my heart was embittered and I was pierced within, then I was senseless and ignorant; I was like a beast before You.

23 Nevertheless I am continually with You; You have taken hold of my right hand.

24 With Your counsel You will guide me, and afterward receive me to glory.

25 Whom have I in heaven but You? and besides You, I desire nothing on earth.

26 My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

Updates....

Days are rolling very fast and it’s an uncertain world. One night of peaceful slept and waking up is a precious gift of God. Memories went back to Feb 20, 2008 and for such an abundant life in this fallen world.

Failures and flops have become part of day to day life. Weeping or Quitting doesn’t solve any but prayer is the only solution. Prayers are very powerful and the legs that kneel can stand up boldly against any situation is so true.

Today also I failed successfully...all the pending tasks, tasks which I had postponed for quite a long time are still pending :) and haven't even started till now but everyday they scare me :) lol

Though the ways of God is mysterious, the way HE leads us is always amazing and HE will make a way where there is no way :)

Psalm 16: 11 (NASB)
You will make known to me the path of life; In Your presence is fullness of joy; In Your right hand there are pleasures forever.

Cinderella :)

Cute Kutties...

These were animated pics which I received from email but the animation is lost while I try to upload here :( but still I want these dancing kutties here :)

Valentines Day!!!

http://www.desiringgod.org/Blog/2247_a_valentine_for_my_wife_in_pictures_and_rhyme/

Nothing matches with these classical moves :)

Merciful LORD :)

Yeps, the reason which initiated me blogging has come :) Closing the Pandora's Box by various all-out hard efforts, opened on july 19, 2009, is not at all easy or painless or without loss. The Object itself and not its means is the learning quite late :)

Proverbs 14:12 (NIV)
There is a way that seems right to a man, but in the end it leads to death.

Proverbs 16:25 (NIV)
There is a way that seems right to a man, but in the end it leads to death.

When God says you something, obeying 100% is always the best and luckiest thing for you, as you will only be profited, but please never delay or postpone it or shut your ears deliberately and walk away.

Psalm 145: 8 (ESV)
The LORD is gracious and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love.